September 28-October 4, 2020

GOALS OF THIS WEEK:
1) Prelims: Send email to Prof. E; Organize
2) Paper: Finish TW paper
3) Teaching: lectures, sections, office hour, meeting, SECTION PLAN (Wed 8pm), QUIZ 3 Qs(Oct 8th)
4) Recommendation Letter: Finish it

COVID-19新增似乎开始了第三轮增长，寒假回国只能是个梦了。
但还是，十月快乐！

Monday: 7.25H
- Teaching: 5.5H
- Prelims: 1.75H

9-10am: office hour (sitting while reading required reading)
10-11:30am: grocery shopping
11:30-1pm: lunch
1-2pm: prelims: draft email
那个那个，一个小时我只磨蹭出了两段话。但是非常好的开端，因为我有感受到午饭时自己又有点想要躲避的心思，想着要不要先看一下学生邮件，或者要不要先备课，总之脑海里会蹦出各种不紧急的事情要来躲避这件事。但还是吃完饭准时坐在书桌前打开邮箱新邮件窗口，组织语言。这个开端就是好的，表扬自己一下！
2:35-3:15pm: required reading for teaching (if not finished in the morning, if finished, continue the email task) finished and continued email task.
3:30-4pm: answer F's require
4-5:30pm: revise section plan
5:30-6pm: workout
6-7pm: dinner
7-9pm: paper (not finished section plan yet, continued section plan)
9-10pm: shower
10:30-11:10pm finished week 6 reading for section plan next week
-12am: schedule for the next day, check and respond emails
我还想要继续这么细的节奏 : ) 晚上看textbook有那么一阵子，可能是内容不太有趣，脑袋里那丝恐惧又一点点冒出来。

Tuesday:
- Teaching: 11H [what?]

Woke up at 8am, breakfast and coffee till 9am
9-9:30am: check email, section plan for next week
9:30-10:45: lecture (extended to 11am)
11-12pm: lunch
12:00-4:30pm: sections
4:30-5pm: attendance & participation recording
5-5:30pm: break
5:30-7pm: dinner
7-9pm: section plan next week (if finished, lets call it a day)
9-10pm: shower
10-12am: break, relax, check and respond emails (do not think I am able to focus on paper) --but actually I did continue revise section plan
12am- tomorrow's schedule and sleep : )

Wednesday: 
- Teaching: 4H

Woke up at 8:10am, breakfast and coffee to 9am
9-10am: office hour (while revising section plan, if finished, send it out to TAs and F)
10-11am: if section plan is not done, continue it and send it out. If finished, do task for prelim. (continued section plan)
11-12pm: continued section plan and done!
12-1:30pm: lunch (cut my finger.....)
1:30-3:30pm: break
3:30-5:30pm: USPS, grocery shopping
5:30-6pm: annual benefit enroll, check and respond emails.
6-7pm: dinner
7-8pm: Teaching (present section plan practice & revise)
8-11pm: furo & movie
天气冷了，身体就开始僵，不想运动。而手指在做饭时割破了一个口子，自己就觉得特委屈，只想做个毛毛虫缩在床上。所以今天我做到了 -- 就是，偷懒呗！

Thursday: 3.5H
- Teaching: 3H
- Prelims: .5

9-9:30 check and respond email: prelim
(review draft email, add expected date to do prelims, included cv) --> SENT!!!! YAY!!!
9:30-11am lecture
11am-12pm: lunch
12-1pm: TA meeting
上一个助教的教授是比较flexible，连due都可以自己订的，教的内容也是按着自己的教学方式，只要中心内容让学生搞懂就可以，当时觉得很爽。现在这个教授反而是要求每周一个助教轮流做teaching plan来确保教的东西一样，让我觉得有点窒息，因为我是喜欢自己单独做事情的人。
1-1:30pm: teaching (revise section plan)
1:30-3pm: break & talking with friend
下午在阳台和室友晒太阳聊天，之后下雨阴天，就阴晴不定。晚上也没看到月亮。

Friday:
- Paper: 1H

9-9:30: check and respond emails
10-11am: paper: finish framing part at least (read 1992 piece add more about framing tasks
这几天因为拉姆案件令我整个人心理生理都非常难受，尤其是自己的社交网络因发了感想而被禁言，看到一直关注的有关女权账号发出的文章也被删除之后，那种因无力的愤怒，真的，已经到了无法表述的程度。从几年前就开始改的婚姻法，一开始有关财产的，今年又涉及离婚程序，“婚姻”就是在性别化了的政治制度下生成的剥削压榨女性的现代制度，用来圈住控制女性来维持男性主导社会。X政府似乎为了防止少子老龄化对经济产生的负影响而各种网络规制那些男女不平等的言论，或许也是在阻止女权运动力量的形成。我能做些什么呢？

Saturday:
Paper: 6H

11am-12pm: paper. Snow & bendord (1992, 2000) add on framing process
12-1:30pm: lunch
1:30-3:30: paper
2000 & 2014 & 2013 & 1997 (Benford) read all of them and add anything relevant to framing perspective in social movement) -- connectiveness of three tasks
3:30-5pm: cleaning & laundry
5-5:30pm: paper
7-9pm: previous studies regarding ssm movement in T
9-10:17pm: shower
10:17-11:47pm: paper: still reading previous studies

Sunday: 6.5H
Paper: 6H
Teaching: .5H

8:30am: wake up
8:30-9am: breakfast
9-9:15am: apt cleaning
9:15-9:40am: email & YouTube video
9:40-12:40pm paper - add weakness and critiques of the theory and point out the contribution of this study: emotion
1:40-1:30pm: lunch
1:30-2:30pm: grocery shopping
2:30-3pm: emails
3-6pm: paper - continue the former task
6-6:30pm: workout - yoga
6:30-9pm: dinner & emails
9-10: shower
10pm-11:30pm: schedule for next week

Weekdays: 21.25H
Paper: 1H
Teaching: 5.5H + 11H + 4H + 3H = 18H
Prelims: 1.75H + .5H = 2.25H

Weekend: 13H
Paper: 12.5H
Teaching: .5H

Total 34.25 H: Paper: 13.5H; Teaching: 18.5H; Prelims: 2.25H
下周要把paper更均匀得分在weekdays，Teaching下周还是要很多时间，因为下周学生第一个写作作业due我要批作业，下下周有midterm，问问题的也会多。
这周工作效率和感觉都比较好的原因之一是把每天做的事情都在提前一天详细得列好，按着做。而且这些事情的安排非常flexible，我也会临时在这里改出来提醒自己这个工作的过程。

一点一点来，晚安！