True Colors

2023 年 9 月 26 日

I see your true colors And that’s why I love you

https://youtu.be/4_PIS_7RL8o?si=o1TUshkGofyJUSFj

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged, oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
The darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

Show me a smile then
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
This world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up
'Cause I will always be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
I see your true colors
Shining through (true colors)
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful (they're beautiful)
Like a rainbow
Oh oh oh oh oh like a rainbow

Ooh can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
Ooh oh oh oh
This world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up
'Cause I will always be there

And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid (don't be afraid)
To let them show your true colors
True colors are beautiful (you're beautiful, oh)
Like a rainbow
Oh oh oh oh oh like a rainbow
Mmm mmm

第一句眼眶就紅了⋯沒發現過這首這麼催淚

So don’t be afraid to let them show your true colors

True colors are beautiful

上星期放逐自己在工作忙碌中

不想反思，不想去觸碰任何心裡頭的感受

這星期很多事，應該就這樣過吧

但這首就像今夜的這場雨

沒帶傘的我

整身都濕了，心裡的枯乾被浸潤了

不管雨越下越大

蹲在路邊就想把「象徵自由」的門拍下來

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對於人格障礙的治療

維基百科上面寫著：

米農．提多 精神疾患診斷及統計手冊中的人格違常 - 第二版， 1995年出版 ISBN 978-0-471-01186-6

治療:把每天自我的狀態就當電影一樣活在現實。你喜歡去扮演每一個角色，那你就可以通過大腦去控制他們，造成每一個角色都能在現實場景中實現驗證，如同在現實還能操控虛擬世界。，去做好自己，去造好這個夢，而不是去做夢。不要因為自己的角色沒有轉換好而去傷害別人，或者給別人造成影響，儘可能在保持自然的前提下去適應每一個你想要的人格分開還是合在一起⋯⋯維基百科

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一直覺得自己困住了

快要解離的感覺越來越強烈

應該要知道每一個都是我

應該要知道每一個我都是被愛的

但常常不覺得那是我

也不相信會有人愛著這樣的我

眼前越來越模糊，就像這些看不清對不到焦的燈

這是屬於淚水的焦距