每日一個活下去的理由

今天聽到一首YUNGBLUD的the funeral

覺得很有意思。

我不在乎我愛我或我恨我，告訴自己什麼都無所謂。但夢見我的葬禮沒有一個人可以怪，想要看你看著我含著眼淚打轉，但你沒來，真丟臉。

我不能對自己無所謂，所以必須帶著目標活到明天。

I can't leave my bed, but I can't sleep

I've got no clean clothes and I can't eat

And I smoke too much 'til I can't breathe

I'm emotional, I'll always be

And I hate myself but that's alright

And I love myself but that's alright

And I tell myself that it's alright

That I dream about the day I die

To my surprise, there's no one to blame

Nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame

I've been dancing at my funeral

Waiting for you to arrive

I was hoping you'd look beautiful

Dancing with tears in your eyes

But nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame