想说没说的话
Sin
I know it’s there
I could feel it vividly
Its here
Climbing on my arms
A snake
Must be a snake
The way it smell
The way it feels my skin
I could hear it even I can’t see it
I barely move
Try to focus on my own breath
To lower my heart beat
Hope for its leaving quietly
But no
That bastard gets my tricks
Bite me hard when I fear it most
Now I see it
A beautiful sliver snake
I press his head
Pull it off my arm
Regardless of the blood on my skins
My mom yell
Who put it in
Who did this
I told her it’s not the problem now
Let’s prioritize
First thing first
Help me get rid of it
She didn’t listen
Like she never did
She walked away and swear to find the murderer for me
Actually that’s for her
It’s not what I want
it’s what she want
She always put her in front of me
And assume it’s for my own good
So I call her names
To put what herself ahead
To ignore my need
To not hear me out
Even I tell her again and again
She has to show her love her way
Even I told her to hold me tight
I just need her company
Say nothing just be with me
She left me alone and work hard to give me the best
She thought thats what is love
either she lie to me
or love is a selfish bitch
I have no choice but deal with it myself
I have no one but I own
I went to the kitchen
Find the knife
Grab it firmly
And chop it’s head off
Yes
The snake
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