病爱——偏爱（番外）

I’m close to be ready 

Wait for me, I am coming 

我的Mr J 来了，我们在战火弥漫、摇晃不止的飞机上拥抱，接吻。  

然后Mr J 把我推下去了，他第一次对我说，“我爱你。”  

 Mr J 不喜欢人性的脆弱，可他必须接受的，这原本是他永远说不出口的话，但是我知道是他害怕了，他不想失去我，他的女皇。他终于心动了。  

我不断地下坠着，我张了张嘴，想在他还能听见的时候大喊一句，我爱你，但是我说不出口了。  

因为我忽然想起那些我看过的小说，主角不是永远生活在一起，就是天人永隔，再不是就是同生共死，我害怕我们是第二种。  

 其实我们的故事很简单，也不特别，就如那些我看过俗套的小说，我爱上了一个我不该爱上的人，爱他最后变成了活着最后的意义。因为当一个疯子爱上另一个疯子的时候，他们往往一方日日夜夜地诉说着自己的爱意，而另一方厌恶这种情感，用尽全力去推开，然后很可笑地发现，我根本离不开他。  

 我又被抓进了那所可怕的监狱里，我被关进了一个笼子里， 像一只畜生，我失去了出去放风的机会，哪怕我的四肢都被捆着。 

Mr J 上次来救我失败了，但是Mr J 不会失败多于一次，我一点也不害怕，因为我知道他一定回来的。  

 今天他带着一群手下来劫狱，他装作狱警，你知道吗？他温柔地对我说，“我们回家吧。”  

 你听到了吗？我有家了，不再是一个人了。 

原版（两个版本可能不一样，因为英文是后期打的，最好翻译一下） 

Here comes my Mr. J, we kissed on the swaying fighter jet in the flames of war. 

  Mr J pushed me down and he said to me for the first time, "I love you." 

  Mr J doesn't like the fragility of human nature, but he has to accept it. This was originally something he could never say, but I knew he was scared. He didn't want to lose me, his queen. He finally moved by my scorching heart.  

  I kept falling, and I opened my mouth, wanting to shout when he could still hear, I love you, I am willing to live and die with you, but I can't say it. 

  Because I suddenly remembered the novels I had read. The protagonist either lives together forever, or the world is separated forever. I am afraid that we are the second kind. 

  In fact, our story is very simple and not special. Just like those cliché novels I have read, I fell in love with someone I shouldn’t fall in love with, and loving him finally became the last meaning of being alive. Because when a madman falls in love with another madman, one of them often talks about their love day and night, while the other side hates this emotion and pushes it away with all his strength, and then it is ridiculous that I can't do without him. 

 I was caught in that terrible prison again, I was put in a cage, like a brute. I lost t opportunity to go out, even if my limbs were tied up. 

  The last time Mr J’s plan failed, but Mr J will not fail more than once. I am not afraid at all because I know he will definitely come back. 

  Today he brought a group of subordinates down to rob the prison. He pretended to be a prison guard. I thought this was another innocent little prison guard, and I grew up the idea of molesting him. I flirty licked on the pillars of the cage and threw a wink at him. 

 Mr J took off his mask. I was so excited and I jumped and hung on him. I kissed passionately. He murmured in my ear, You make me horny, and you are the most seductive femme fatale in the world, Harley. Do you know what did he said next, that really surprised me!!

He bowed and said to me gently , "Let's go home." 

Did you hear it? !!I have a family and I am not alone anymore. 

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重要的话总是留待最后才讲的，不然你们怎么会乖乖看完我的文呢？嘿嘿（一脸贱兮兮）

请你们收下我的预告文————————————入戏

不长的，也就四五千字，不过我大约会分成好多个部分。

上文案：

我们都杀青一年了，你还出不了戏，你喜欢的，不是我，是她，那个戏中人。

作者的小废话：

其实现在故事还没有彻底打完，现在只有三千多吧，我可能会是BE/He/Oe，我现在还不太能决定，加上我也不知道这会不会是一个完整的故事，或是只是一个小段子，anyway 敬请期待吧